June 29th, 2016
I’m not sure what the date is—Ernesto tells me it is June 29th. We left Glacier this morning and made a pit stop in Great Falls to have our car checked out because it was making funny clunking noises while driving through the mountains. Luckily it was just the tires, which had large chunks taken out of them, and we knew we would need to replace the tires at some point in the near future, but discerned they were safe for travel. We were wrong. We spent the day wandering around a city park and eating gourmet, local and organic salads and Montana beef burgers at Bert and Ernie’s restaurant, which was quite good. It is nice to not be on a schedule and take time to do ordinary things like hang out in a park while getting new tires put on the car. We met a man with a macaw on his wrist that stopped and talked to us for quite a while about his bird, which talked and laughed. Everyone has been quite nice and very friendly.
Before leaving for Great Falls, we decided to stay put in Two Medicine, Grand Tetons, while camped because we didn’t trust the car. Normally we would drive around and hike in several locations to take in as much as we can, but there was something quite relaxing and special about being in one place and really getting to know it and studying it and going to the same spots over and over again. I enjoyed it.
The kids, when we are not doing something active, complain about being bored. I remember being bored when I was a kid and my mom telling me that she wished she were bored. I tell my kids that boredom breeds creativity and that they will soon find something interesting to do, which they always do. Benjamin is great at making up games to entertain himself. The other day he spent a half hour playing hide and seek with Dreamer and then he made up rock throwing games at the lake. I love watching him play because he is so creative and such a free spirit!
Two Medicine, the area we stayed in in Glacier, was at one time home to the Blackfeet Nation, which now lives on a reservation on marginal land just outside Glacier. Two Medicine is named such because of two respected elder women from different tribes that picked out locations for medicine lodges on opposite sides of the river. Thus Two Medicine is named for two sacred Blackfeet locations in Glacier, which were taken away when the Blackfeet were removed from their lands. This saddens me and it felt disrespectful having white people instruct me about Blackfeet lands and legends knowing full well that the reason the Blackfeet were not doing it was because they no longer inhabit their own land.
We are now in a hotel just outside of Bozeman to regroup, take showers, do some laundry, and figure out our next adventure. We will eventually make our way to Yellowstone and the Grand Tetons, but in the meantime, we will relax, repack the car, empty out the cooler, and get a good cup of coffee. It feels strange to be indoors after camping the last few days when we spent nearly 100% of our time outside or in a tent. I get used to the feel of the sun on my face and the natural light and the rhythm of the sun and the breeze through my hair and the beauty of the landscape being so present everywhere I turn. Creation is glorious!
We are learning about Montana kind, which is akin to Minnesota nice, but different. OK, take this with a grain of salt, because I am not from Minnesota, I cannot fully understand Minnesota nice, but sometimes it seems like a euphemism for Minnesota passive-aggressive. Confession: I can’t really figure out Minnesota nice. Montana kind on the other hand was very palpable and contagious as everyone we met was truly kind and went out of their way to talk to us, often for long stretches of time, like Randy at the local grocery store who related his travels all over Mexico to Ernesto when he learned that Ernesto’s parents were from Mexico. Or the women at the thrift store who went out of their way to determine if I could use a particular coupon and the man who waited patiently while they figured it out. Everyone took time to talk and ask questions and tell us about themselves and their town; I wonder what it would be like to take time to truly listen and be present to anyone I encountered. Is it a function of living in an urban area that gives me the permission to be too busy to care about kindness to the stranger?
The following reflection about hiking in Two Medicine was written by one of my family members that wishes to remain anonymous, but it is beautiful and I want to share it.
You know when you’re out rock climbing or hiking and your guide tells you to not look down or you’ll fall? Well what if there was another reason they told you that?
I climbed one of the mountains in Two Medicine; not far up, but high enough that when I turned around to finally look down, it was breathtaking. Just standing there I could see for miles and miles. Anyway, what if the reason you were told to not look down/back is that if you do, and you see how far you’ve come, you won’t want to keep going because the view from where your standing is so amazing that you don’t think that the view a little higher up might be more spectacular than the one in front of you?
When I was standing looking down from the mountains, I almost forgot that there was another two thirds of the mountain behind me, what if that’s what your guide means?
Maybe that’s all that you’re supposed to gather from that, but what if you can apply that same principle to life? What if when you stop and look back at all that you’ve accomplished in your lifetime, you won’t want to keep moving forward, because you’re afraid that you’ll spoil the picture that you’ve created so far, instead of adding to it. I don’t know, maybe I’m just crazy. (By an anonymous Luna)